i'm just wondering, and dont get me all wrong. i was wondering ... if relationship is a two way course, where you should be able to share almost everything with your partner, good or bad ... then why dont they share the same pain when they broke up? those painful and unbearable collapse of failing hearts. why dont they? why dont we? is it because they are no longer together?

i talked to marisa today, and discussed why us girls cant have the equal portion of feelings like guys. i mean why cant we have 50-50. that way, being heart broken wont be that depressive anymore. cause our brains still got some control over our feelings. that will make things easier for us, girls. pfftt ... i wish.